6spdg37s Posted September 8, 2009 Share Posted September 8, 2009 so idk if you guys noticed but my other forums have. ive been posting irraticly not like i used too. pretty much my life is in a downward spiral and will eventually crash. im miserable to the point where i dont even wanna wake up in the morning. my fiance and I are semi split up, she is also 2 months pregnant with my baby. pretty much i was unstable and screwed up our relationship 3 times in recent months, this time she said she put a wall up , cant trust me , and i need to spend time with her and regain her trust. i spent time with her last night and me n her and her mother talked. so i pretty much hurt myself terribly becuase i did in fact do this to myself and now i cant really eat, cant really sleep, pretty much i dont want to do anything on top of all of this im still in an accelerated MBA program and working, and had to take a pay cut. Im seriously considering selling stuff just to get money in my savings account for the baby. but idk...point being my life is miserable. im at work right now and i wanna slam my head on the desk until im unconsious. so im sure this is news to all of you except jeff wherever he maybe lurking on the forum. i just sent her a 70 dollar flower arraingment to her house. im hoping they will leave it if they get there before she gets home from work. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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